daddydrax 34M Top21w
Hi there. My name’s Matt and I just wanted to introduce myself, and encourage your continued humiliation and submission. Maybe plant the seed you’d be submitting to me as your daddy where you know you nurse from your daddy’s baba every day and that’s just normal for us.
illba 44M Fetishist21w
Hi Sir, good to meet you
daddydrax 34M Top21w
What did you get up to tonight?
illba 44M Fetishist21w
Day off, thick diaper fun. Then evening with my BF. Good day!
daddydrax 34M Top21w
Does your bf do well keeping you how you want to be kept?
illba 44M Fetishist21w
He’s totally supportive, but not into it himself. I wear around him, but only go really extreme when he’s not around.
daddydrax 34M Top21w
How often do you like to go extreme? Extreme as in AB, just thick diapers, butt stuff or all 3?
illba 44M Fetishist21w
AB is fairly rare- I don’t get into that headspace easily. Usually it’s just some AB elements like a printed onesie or plastic pants included in my overall outfit. Sometimes if I’m feeling a strong need for humiliation I’ll go all-out AB, just for the embarrassment factor.
Thick diapers is pretty much any time I get a chance. I’ll often “shimmy” out of the top layers of a ridiculously-thick diaper and use them another time. I absolutely love being in huge diapers that are soaked & ripe, and it takes a long time to really soak a properly thick diaper. So I’ll also keep soaked diapers to use as a layer on a future diaper, to get a head start on being squishy & ripe. This is the kind of extreme thing I do when my BF isn’t around- I love the smell of ripe diapers but certainly understand that most people would be disgusted by it.
I’m turned off by scat, but sometimes do mess my diapers, again mostly for the humiliation element. I also like using strong suppositories and/or enemas to make me mess uncontrollably- I love the feeling of being powerless and not in control.
Butt play is a natural combo with diapers, and I’ll spend a whole day in diapers inserting larger and larger plugs & dildos. I love how a thick, tight diaper can hold a plug in just well enough that it can slip out and stretch me extra wide, but not fall out. It makes me desperate to get relief by grinding my diapered ass agains a chair or whatever to force it back in. See this link, for a vid of what I accurately called “the best sex of my life, lol: https://paddingandhumiliation.tumblr.com/post/17678…
illba 44M Fetishist21w
As you can probably tell, my most “extreme” kink is risky self-exposure & humiliation, for example:
and my blog:
Sorry to flood you with links 😉 It’s just feels soooo good to expose myself as the kinky freak that I am, lol.
daddydrax 34M Top5d
Sorry to have ghosted there. Was a bit of homework to get through the links but I appreciate you’re still posting. I found one of you wearing a bib particularly adorable.
illba 44M Fetishist5d
No worries, good to hear from you. Somehow the Adult Baby stuff like bibs and pacifiers are more humiliating to me than the huge squishy diapers, lol.
daddydrax 34M Top5d
Good job that’s what you like. The humiliation. I’d take your enema vid for growingboys and change Sir to daddy, boy to baby boy, and beg for your daddy’s milk before you suck your thumb.
illba 44M Fetishist4d
I can accept wanting to fill my ass with huge plugs, and my obsession with diapers- they’re just kinky. But acting like a baby is so wrong, twisted, sad & pathetic. I guess that’s why it humiliates and thrills me so much. I wish there was a drug (or a secret Daddy skill) that would allow someone to put me into that space, with my mental & emotional level reduced until I really am Daddy’s little diaper baby- me forced to be in that state, not just acting/playing. A grown up man reduced to a helpless adult-baby, begging to suck on Daddy’s pacifier and to drink the gifts that come out of it.
daddydrax 34M Top4d
I may just have that skill. My caring yet persistent message really plants itself in the boys mind. I’ve one friend who would lose interest on conversations that steered that way 5 years ago. Now he’s bought bottles and mega pacis and uses them unprompted.
Let’s start, shall we? It’s not wrong that your a baby. You can’t help it. I can see that. You just need a lil care and attention. Grow the affection. When you’re cradled in daddy’s arms, and your paci is out, don’t you feel something is missing. Daddy’s there. My chest is right there. A nipple will do, yea? Daddy won’t mind. You can’t help it…
illba 44M Fetishist4d
Yes Daddy 🙂
I’d like to learn to be that baby. I can’t help who I am.
daddydrax 34M Top4d
There we go. You called me daddy. You are a baby. That made me happy. And boys usually like to make people, especially daddy, happy so it reinforces your more and more babyish behaviour.
Have you worn a onesie lately? Your truly AB video had you wearing one while a plug filled your bum. You ended up thumbsucking. I think you really regressed there. Remake that moment, baby
illba 44M Fetishist3d
I’ll work on it Daddy. It will be a while before I get a chance, but I’ll let my inner AB out, and maybe while I’m at it take some humiliating pics 😉
daddydrax 34M Top3d
Atta boy. No rush. What thoughts of humiliating pics cross your mind?
illba 44M Fetishist3d
It’s hard to describe, I guess the easiest way is to think of it in themes.
Anal is a big one (no pun intended). Anything emasculating is a big turn on, and few things are more emasculating than taking it up the ass. A step further is taking huge toys up the ass, being stretched wide open and invaded. I think pics/vids of this being done to me (instead of just doing it to myself) would be a great humiliation.
Adult-Baby is another. Dressing in AB attire is one level, occasionally momentarily acting like an AB is another (& where I’m at), and regularly identifying and/or living as an AB is yet another level. I think pics where I have been over-powered or manipulated into an involuntary AB state would be the most humiliating.
daddydrax 34M Top3d
A messy diaper change is what I read there, and my cry baby boy just lays there and takes the treatment he’s given. Eventually sucking his thumb and thanking daddy. If you’re not messy, maybe then the plugs come into it. And all with threaffirmation this is training you for daddy. You’ll suck your thumb when it’s daddy too. No big boy in you any more.
illba 44M Fetishist3d
Damn. I was thinking about messy for sure, but it was too complicated to write about. Like 99.9% of people I have that primal aversion to mess, and frankly I don’t think visible mess belongs on general AB/DL threads / sites. But messing my diaper is one of the ultimate emasculating & humiliating things I can do. Doing it “naturally” or involuntarily would be the next level. Accepting my helplessness and “taking the treatment I’m given” would be a whole different level. I can’t imagine getting there, but the idea thrills me.
daddydrax 34M Top3d
Mess your diaper, baby, cry for daddy, and nurse daddy’s baba til it’s ok. That will be the level we go to. Sweet dreams baby. Think on these plans a daddy has for you. Do you suck your thumb soon after?
illba 44M Fetishist3d
I know I’ll suck my thumb tonight Daddy. Good night & thank you Daddy!
daddydrax 34M Top3d
Good morning to you. Another day, another thick diaper. Being changed by a younger man you call daddy. Is it feeding time again already?
illba 44M Fetishist2d
Hi Daddy! I don’t know if it’s feeding time- feeding time is when Daddy says so.
illba 44M Fetishist2d
The dynamic of being dominated and emasculated by a younger guy is particularly embarrassing and thrilling.
daddydrax 34M Top2d
Imagine being put in a high chair, strapped in, having a bib put on you, and then being spoon fed, and that that is as much feeding time as daddy’s baba. Now if you cry, you’ll have daddy’s baba right away. Clearly you didn’t want solids that day.
illba 44M Fetishist2d
Daddy’s milk is enough for baby.
daddydrax 34M Top2d
Good boy. You can keep the bib on though. 😉
illba 44M Fetishist1d
Yes Daddy 🙂
illba 44M Fetishist1d
And hopefully getting put on display in my diaper and bib, strapped into that highchair. Sitting there helpless for everyone to see.
daddydrax 34M Top1d
Yep, just to embarrass you. You were nursing from daddy while I laid you across the bed earlier, your head in my crotch. You messed while you did; you’re such a dominated baby. I sat you in the high chair to sit in it and when you cry, I put the cock pacified in your mouth. It unsurprisingly works for you every time.
illba 44M Fetishist1m
I like knowing that I’m powerless and I have a benevolent but also twisted & dominant Daddy. Knowing that my submission & emasculation pleases Daddy.
And right now, it’s my day off. I’m wearing a mega diaper made from partially-soaked layers from my last couple of thick diapers. It’s huge & nicely ripe, and topped with a baby-print XXL diaper. My pointless cock is locked in chastity, and reading your comments made it strain uncomfortably against the small cage in a desperate attempt at masculinity.
I’m sitting on my semi-private porch wearing this diaper and a huge bathrobe, enjoying my morning and waiting for a delivery. My mind is in a perfect state of “diaper-space”, and I put a bib & paci on under my robe to feel a little naughty, knowing that part of it might be visible under my robe.
Then my legs got cold, and I went in to pull on sweat pants. I thought about you, and instead I went to my basement and dug out my baby-blue / yellow-duckie print footed sleeper and put it on. Now I’m in a different state of mind, still in “diaper-space” but now with an added thrill of “adult-baby humiliation”.
Usually “adult-baby humiliation” is as close as I get to “baby space”- a world where sexual elements become irrelevant, and you can exist in innocent bliss. Reaching any level of “baby-space” is difficult & rare for me. I haven’t felt a deep desire to dip into “baby-space” in a long while, but chatting with you has made me think a lot about it recently.
Thank you Daddy 😉
Kyle posts more un-wanted diaper-fag content
To contact ADMIN email fagwhoring@gmail.com / / February 19, 2019 / Diapers, Exposed EDIT How sad that my worthless nub of a cock didn’t win the tiny dick contest.Violating a public shower with my piss-soaked diaper. Massive plug showing why sometimes I actually NEED to wear diapers.Perhaps my best-known pic. It’s humiliating enough just on the surface, but even more so if you know the details:
-The diaper was made with 15+ layers of ripe, piss-soaked diapers saved from previous layered diapers.
-My tiny cock had been locked in chastity for a couple weeks.
-I had been stretching & filling my ass for a few days, working my way up to bigger & bigger toys.
-I was desperate for anal violation and public humiliation- weeks of chastity had left me extremely horny, and my only outlets were ass-stuffing and diaper-humiliation.
-I had filled my ass with a liter of thick J-lube and a full jar’s worth of frozen Vaseline, rolled into golf ball-sized gobs that I had pushed deep inside with a huge dildo.
-I took a toy that I had never been able to use, an XXXL Square Peg Egg Plug- 10 inch circumference
-Horny desperation & a well-stretched ass drove me to shove that monster plug up my ass. Somehow I took it.
-It filled me up like I’ve never felt before. Rather than straining to expel it, my ass simply gave up. I couldn’t have pushed it out if I tried.
-I did try, of course. While I leaked gobs of J-Lube and Vaseline, the plug wasn’t going anywhere.
-I spent close to an hour grinding my locked cock against my diaper, in a futile effort to get off.
-I failed to get off of course, and the massive plug had me breathless and my mind-blown.
-It was the best “sex” I’ve ever had. Being exposed as an Adult-Baby is extra humiliating.
As are pics where I stare into the camera, acknowledging that I an a diaper-fag.
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