This was a fun conversation I had with an online buddy.  I know him to be a true diaper-loving sissy, so I felt free to be totally open about my kink.  In the process of discussing exposure & humiliation, I ended up sharing an explicit description of my latest fun. In turn, he sent me a couple humiliating sissy pics 😉

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Love your last photo set! Your thick diaper looks perfect. It must be so embarrassing to wear that kind of padding. Seems like you’re gonna be stuck in the same diaper for a long long time!
 

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Thanks 😉
It really is a thrill to post these really humiliating pics. I usually leave them public for a while for the thrill of it, then restrict the face pics to “friends-only” just to be safer . . .

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Don’t know if it that safe but I totally understand the thrilling part! I like thick diapers but sometimes I feel like the outer layers are not tight enough so I like to wear an extra large pair of plastic panties over my diapers to make them as snug as possible! Hope you’ll like the next picture (you may know it already cause it was posted on Tumblr a few years ago)

 

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Great pic, I do recognize it. I like how there’s just enough face to feel some mood, but not so much that you’re recognizable. Great thick diaper too!

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Thanks, and by the way, if you feel like sharing some pics with me, you can be sure I won’t repost them or share them with anyone.

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I’d be happy to share, but by now I’ve posted all my most exposing pics already. If you check out my main Tumblr (https://www.tumblr.com/blog/carstoncouche) I have links to my other blogs. Also working on a webpage- https://ridiculouslythickdiaper.org/

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Thanks for all the links! I really like diapers and bondage and also the squishy diapers!
(xxxx) sent a photoset My assignment fro…

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My pleasure, it feels good to share my humiliation and to expose how I’m being dominated 😉

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An enema, even in the comfort of a private space is always such an humiliating experience. Would you try to tell me how you felt when you felt this huge amount of liquid filling your guts and what were your feelings when you could not hold this liquid anymore and let it flow in your thick Pampers?

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To begin, I felt a little risky & nervous. My porch is 99% visually hidden (unless someone walks off the street & up to the porch!). Depending on lighting, it can be very easy to see through the shade that hides me. I spend a lot of comfortable time exposed out on my porch, but I always know that when the FedEx truck pulls up, I may have less than 5 or 10 seconds to step inside and out of sight.

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Doing this enema was a bit risky because of the enema gear (and the leakage). The bag was huge- 2 1/2 quart capacity (and just for fun I filled it with a mix of hot soapy water & J-lube!). I also knew I would be a bit out of mind & distracted by taking an enema of this volume, so I might not even notice if someone walked up and saw me in my huge diaper groaning and taking a huge slimy enema 😉

 

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Even if I made it off the porch in time, there would still be the huge enema bag & hose (possibly with me still attached-leaking just inside the doorway), plus tripod & camera. But all that risk is part of the fun after all!

 

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Taking the enema was pretty hard- it’s been a long while since I’ve taken such a large volume at once. Lots of cramping, then pausing the flow, then spasms, then relaxing & re-starting the flow- again & again. I took me at least 30 minutes to take it all. By the end I was feeling delirious & impossibly bloated.

 

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I felt ready to explode, and a bit nauseated. I did some deep breathing to relax. Then I was a bad boy- I took a couple deep breaths of poppers (a guilty pleasure that I rarely indulge). My head spun, and my guts involuntarily relaxed, triggering an uncontrollable flood into my diaper, which immediately overflowed onto the deck. The next 10 minutes had me in unpredictable waves of incontinence, sliding around on the deck on the J-lube enema that had leaked out of my massive diaper . . .

 

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The humiliation was complete. I had degraded myself, exposed myself as a diaperfag, then proceeded to record myself losing all control of my bowels, leaking uncontrollably from my diaper.

 

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The physical relief was huge, every flood relieved some of the pressure in my gut, and the slimy J-lube made my ridiculously-thick diaper feel amazing sliding back & forth across my ass and my locked-up, pathetic excuse for a cock.